♥ melanie , th fairytales.

.Sunday, November 15, 2009 ♥

cos you're more than i ever wanted. ♥

2:45 AM

.Friday, October 30, 2009 ♥

cos you're more than i ever wanted. ♥

oh fuck. first, i completely screwed up my fav amaths. ytd was bad, even today, it was like fighting a losing battle. i guess complacency kills. i thought it'll be easy shit. i overlooked so many easy qns. and oh gosh. tht's like bloody hell a1 taken out of r5. it's amaths. AMATHS/4038. amaths of all papers.

and secondly my sim card died down on me today. of all days it died today. even though my contacts arent gone and im having a spare line for now before i get it replaced, it cant make up for my msges tht just VANISH. THOSE SAVED MSGES. many many msges of those times. all gone now. oh fuck.

ytd sucked so badly tht i dnt know why the first person i thought of, was you.

2more weeks, &i'll be myself.

9:42 PM

.Saturday, October 17, 2009 ♥

cos you're more than i ever wanted. ♥

oh yes, something to add on tht i realised ive forgotten all about it. yesterday was more of a day to express love ;D i wasted so much of my time the night before! thanks for all the sweet presents, chocs, flower, &most imptly, the lovely letters. they were like so touching, and written in such a way tht it makes me feel remourseful, somehow. if it wasnt for this day, i guess many people will not be able comprehend one another's feelings. so yeahs, the letters were much more touching than the whole ceremony.
&it's a pity tht the initiative started, &really ended.

i guess i was expecting too much. it's stupid for me to hang on when i wasnt even given the chance to be believed. no direct clarification, &to think i wanted to hold on. it's 3yrs, minimum, and it all ended with, "it doesnt matter now". sorry for i was asking too much. i know you're reading this.

sorry tht ive failed to leave this issue alone, failed to give up totally, like i promised i would care no more.

8:13 PM

.Friday, October 16, 2009 ♥

cos you're more than i ever wanted. ♥

down the memory lane.

yeahs, grad day, tears brimmed over, but i didnt cry. i dnt know how i manged to control it. we had more of fun than sadness. 4e4 was a really REALLY NICE class. it made me realised many many things in life, made me believe tht thr are indeed real nice peopl on earth. if only we could have more time to know one another better. if only it wasnt for the emotional burden coming from the stress of olvls. i'll never miss the little things tht happened, the jokes in class, the co opearation, the willingness to help one another selflessly. i'll miss each and every single one of you.

as for 2e5, it has been 2yrs. i can still rmb how depressed we were, how much we couldnt bear to part 2yrs ago. we were super close with everyone, cos we were so free. ive no idea wht happened these 2yrs tht everything gets more and more distant. someone told me i was "acting cool"-.- i dnt know why i lack initiative and stuff. it seemed to me tht everyone of us has changed, making it so hard for me to approach. but after today, i guess i was wrong. no one seemed to have really changed. it was real nice to end everything the way it did today. i thought we wouldnt have the chance anymore. we could actually still quite hang out the way we did before. i rmbed ice skating. thanks for everything today.

on second thoughts, our friendship has changed, more or less. i hope it'll last, cos in the first place, we are supposed to be close.

yes, 4yrs, the memories tht i'll never forget.

oh it's US, plus alcina(:

regardless wht, it will always bethe clique i'll never forget.

&yes, im saying this, i do treasure our f/s.

i only rmb how close we used to be.

hahas, this is super random! j8(:

this is random too! but i'll never forget the maths lessons!(:

4e4 loves ms ong yeahs!(:

thanks to mskaur, 4e4 will always have the burning passion for LIT!(:

it's US! i'll never forget everyone here.

so much to say, thanks for all the advices gurl! ;DD it has been fun with you aroung yeahs!

GOSSIP PARTNERS IN CLASS((:

&yes, i'll never forget sect too! i know you guys love my chocs!(:

ps. i think ive missed out on so many ppl to take photos with. ppl were everywhr. argh. D:

ive got so much so say to so many of them. but yeahs.

&if you know im referring to you, thanks for the wonderful memories. it seems like it's hard to believe tht everything did happen, &even though they're short, i'll always rmb them.

okay, my prelim2 sucked. it's time to be back on track.

11:57 PM

♥ baby, ily.

♥/. MELANIE {: